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7/26/09

Hello all~
Alot of things happen lately....
I don't know how to explain....
.....
Lemme try...
Erm...
Too much dots!!!!!
^.^
But yesterday night , I cried .
I didnt know why .
I feel my heart pain .
That kind of pain , I did'nt know how explain .
I only can explain if you have that experience .
And , unfortunately , for me , I have that experience
Which was just yesterday .
I listened to one song ; 星球 ; and that song made me cry .
There is one guy who made me listen to that song .
He was the one that made me cry .
And , in the entire life.....
I felt in love .
I really felt in love.....
And , i feel that nobody can take the place of him .
Well , someday maybe , but i hope not .
Denise , Im sorry but I now then know how u felt when you have that kind of feeling.
Im terribly sorry .
Now that i've have that experience .
I will be able to understand them better .
And I hope that i will not hurt that guy .
I hope our relationship will last , till we are old ?
I do not mind if his appearance is bad , cause , like I said....
It's only appearance , I only wan him to love me .
That is all i ever wanted .
I want him to be with me everytime i'm lonely and feels that i want accomapny .
I want him to be the first person I see everytime i wake up .
There is one more person .
He is just like my father .
He watches me from the day i was born .
Can I ask you guys something?
Do you guys feel lonely sometimes or when ur staring at the ceiling.....
Wishing that some one will talk to you ?
Well , you guys no need to wish already .
For there is some one right beside you .
Is not scary , it is some one you can talk to you .
He will be every where you are .
And make sure you are safe .
And when you are in danger , scream out his name , he will come and rescue you .
Trust me , it will work .
If you never try , of cause , you will never know .
Try once , Try twice , Try trice .
I promise , it will work .
And I want to thank Michelle and Eloys , for coming to church with me .
I want to thank my Heavenly Father , for giving my the faith to ask them .
Even though Michelle cant stay for long , Father , I still want to thank you .
Allowing her to come it's marvellous .
And Eloys , thanks for staying back for our combined cell group .
Hope you can come again , for every sunday .
And lastly...
Thanks Paster Bobby , giving us such a nice message .
I really need that message very much .
And I want to thank Father , you watch me every morning , can't wait to see me awake .
And I know every morning , before I wake up , you will watch me and say...
" This is my child . "
For I know , that you are my Heavenly Father .
Not just a creater of the universe , not just the God who does miraculous things .
You are also a Loving Father , a Caring Father .
You always comfort me when im depressed .
You hug me when i'm lost .
You let me know your there when i'm lonely .
You make me feel that I will always have security , warmth in my entire life .
And i know that you are watching me right now , as i type all this , you are watching .
And that is all I have to say .
Bless you guys with a wonderful day .
Hope this will let you know there is a Father , waiting for you to accept him .
And , I did'nt love him first but instead , he loved me before I was even born .
So likewise to you all~
Hope u get this message and struck you all .
Saiyonara Minna~
Arigato .
Aishiiteru Minna~

Sunday, July 26, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

7/23/09

Hello guys~
Ytd was the full ecilpse!!!
Sad our country cant see~
Oni have 10 % darkness
D=
And den ytd agn...
=.=''
I was tying my shoelace den big wind den got smtg got into my eyes...
Was lyk....
WTH?!?!?!?!?!
I reached sch and in sch kept on crying n crying just coz of that stupid thing in my eyes...
=.='''
Den today okay lerhs...
Not so bad liaos....
The docter gave me 2 days mc lehhs!!!
Nice horhs??
=D
And ......
Lastly.....
Dar forget abt it.....
Just forget it....
Buhbye all~

Thursday, July 23, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

7/19/09

Hello peoples~
^.^
And horhs...
Just now when i was bathing , i thought about something .
Erm..... And that is...
The girl you like have a broken heart cause of her ex ,
And then you want to feel it up .
And i can tell you .
You cant .
There is only one way before you can make her like you .
And that is ......
You have to mend the broken heart .
If you never , there is no point
Cause no matter how much effort you put in , it will still drip out .
Mend the heart .
Mend it , and let her know your always there for her .
It's same for the girls .
So hope you guys get the meaning that im sharing .
And buhbye~
Love you guys~

Sunday, July 19, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

7/15/09

Hello all~
^.^
By the way~
I want to try something out something new
Which is try to write in full form
As in my words in internet.
So you guys know right?
I don't know why but i feel to write full~
Must support me kayys??
Jiayous myself~
=D
^.^
Kayys...
Hmm....
And erm...
I changed my blog song~
So.....
This is me
This is forever me~
And i don't want to hide~
I want my own self to be outside the human world.
Lord please...
Bless me with this~
Please let me be strong in the human world~
The world is not fair.
Let me be strong and be blue-blooded when i am with my friends~
And if you don't know what is blue-blooded then ask me by tagging me.
Let me be strong Lord......

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

7/14/09

Hellooooooo
Time for my postyyyy~
Erm...
Abt my results...
I still nvr get it
:(
Sad but nvm
Coz at least got let my teacher see my potential in it~
And i felt happy abt that~
^.^
Hmm
Oh yahh....
I got 2 verses of bible verse here~
Lemme show you~

" Do not let the unwholesome talk come out from your mouth,
But only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs,
That it may benefit those who listen. "
Ephesians 4:29

" Therefore encourage one another and build each other up,
Just in fact you are doing. "
1 Thessalonians 5:11

Hehe~
Done sooo buhbye guys~

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

7/9/09

Hello peoples~
Omgomgomgomg...
My english teacher abit siao de...
Ask me wrtie an essay for Crysilys(Book)
Wth????
Omg...
First time in my entire life sm1 ask me do smtg lyk this
But...
I thank god that at least sm1 knows me~
At least the english teacher say i wrote nicely~
N i really thank my lord in heaven~
Arigato kami-sama~
N omgomgomgomg
Terence go Amk hub on monday
Same as me lehhs~
But i nvr saw him
o.o
So im lucky~
^.^
Haha....
Tmr need to hand in the essay liaos...
Ltr nid chiong lerhs~
Hmmm......
Nth to say lerhs~
Oh yahh....
Ppl come in my blog de can tagg anot???
I sad liaoz lerhs~
D=
Kayys...
Buhbye~
Aishiiteru~

Thursday, July 09, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

7/4/09

HELLO PEOPLES!!!!!
Kayys lahhs~
Today so suey~
First time tuition for my whole secondary sch time~
Wth????
Lyk shiit lehhs....
Omg
Den i was lyk so stiff...
Sitting opposite to Denise(Who was the one who intro to me)
Den i alot dunno how do...
She wun teach de lehhs...
She giv us paper tell us do den lyk that lehhs
N giv us smtg that i nvr do be4
Wth????
Siao de lahhs that teacher!!
Im not going to go to that tuition anymore liaos...
Siao de
Wth....
Sad lahhs.....
Oh yahh...
Today went Denise's hus after tuition den her mum cook for us~
So nice lorhs~
And is delicious lehhs
Den...
After that...
We went Rivervale Mall to buy...
Watermelon , Grapes etc.
Just for our Maths project
Teacher teaching spheres n etc.
Den went her hus put her stuffs...
Den her sister playing rewujie(Lyk audition ; Dance game)
Den she let me play....
Got lvl 10&&11 de lehhs...
Got miss n laggy too...
But nvm lahhs
Den went home....
Talking to my darr den suddenly Denise talk to him...
Lols??
Den after that...
Talk abt long long time~
Wann talk to my darr but cant TT.TT
Sad lorhs~
Nvm lahhs...
Denise talk to him till so funny...
Still say grandma story...
She say grandma story i say grandpa story lehhs F3
Hahahahaha!!!!
Joking lahhs....
Hmm....
Den now blogging abt today~
So now nth to say lerhs
Buhbye ppl~
^.^
Aishiiteru~ <3333

Saturday, July 04, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

7/2/09

Hello ppl~
I feel abit sad~
I feel that my heart has been shattered into pieces
I dunno why.....
N sry (To someone whom i truely love)
Im sry.....
I broke ur promise~
I will always love u~ <3
Im sry

Thursday, July 02, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y