Hello all~
Alot of things happen lately....
I don't know how to explain....
.....
Lemme try...
Erm...
Too much dots!!!!!
^.^
But yesterday night , I cried .
I didnt know why .
I feel my heart pain .
That kind of pain , I did'nt know how explain .
I only can explain if you have that experience .
And , unfortunately , for me , I have that experience
Which was just yesterday .
I listened to one song ; 星球 ; and that song made me cry .
There is one guy who made me listen to that song .
He was the one that made me cry .
And , in the entire life.....
I felt in love .
I really felt in love.....
And , i feel that nobody can take the place of him .
Well , someday maybe , but i hope not .
Denise , Im sorry but I now then know how u felt when you have that kind of feeling.
Im terribly sorry .
Now that i've have that experience .
I will be able to understand them better .
And I hope that i will not hurt that guy .
I hope our relationship will last , till we are old ?
I do not mind if his appearance is bad , cause , like I said....
It's only appearance , I only wan him to love me .
That is all i ever wanted .
I want him to be with me everytime i'm lonely and feels that i want accomapny .
I want him to be the first person I see everytime i wake up .
There is one more person .
He is just like my father .
He watches me from the day i was born .
Can I ask you guys something?
Do you guys feel lonely sometimes or when ur staring at the ceiling.....
Wishing that some one will talk to you ?
Well , you guys no need to wish already .
For there is some one right beside you .
Is not scary , it is some one you can talk to you .
He will be every where you are .
And make sure you are safe .
And when you are in danger , scream out his name , he will come and rescue you .
Trust me , it will work .
If you never try , of cause , you will never know .
Try once , Try twice , Try trice .
I promise , it will work .
And I want to thank Michelle and Eloys , for coming to church with me .
I want to thank my Heavenly Father , for giving my the faith to ask them .
Even though Michelle cant stay for long , Father , I still want to thank you .
Allowing her to come it's marvellous .
And Eloys , thanks for staying back for our combined cell group .
Hope you can come again , for every sunday .
And lastly...
Thanks Paster Bobby , giving us such a nice message .
I really need that message very much .
And I want to thank Father , you watch me every morning , can't wait to see me awake .
And I know every morning , before I wake up , you will watch me and say...
" This is my child . "
For I know , that you are my Heavenly Father .
Not just a creater of the universe , not just the God who does miraculous things .
You are also a Loving Father , a Caring Father .
You always comfort me when im depressed .
You hug me when i'm lost .
You let me know your there when i'm lonely .
You make me feel that I will always have security , warmth in my entire life .
And i know that you are watching me right now , as i type all this , you are watching .
And that is all I have to say .
Bless you guys with a wonderful day .
Hope this will let you know there is a Father , waiting for you to accept him .
And , I did'nt love him first but instead , he loved me before I was even born .
So likewise to you all~
Hope u get this message and struck you all .
Saiyonara Minna~
Arigato .
Aishiiteru Minna~

Sunday, July 26, 2009 ForeverAlone ~ ♥ Y

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