2/19/10
Heyy guyss .
These few days , im dead tired .
I wanna die nows .
I feel like saying all sorts of vulgarities .
I couldnt help myself .
I couldnt control my feelings .
How come im countering this again .
I couldnt resist myself from crying .
Why am I returning to the past?
I really , really , had it enough .
For the past 2 years ,I felt happy .
For this is the wish I have been wanting .
Now , I guess its all ruined .
Just because of one single , stupid , reason .
Makes me wanna put down everything .
Makes me wanna end everything , right now .
Is this reality?
That everything peaceful , is gonna end?
That every nicest thing is gonna end?
I dont know why , why cant it stays there .
Why cant I be cheerful like past two years?
Why must I break down whenever I wanna hold back?
Cant I just be happy or something?
I AM FREAKING TIRED OF THIS LIFE IM HAVING .
WHY I CANT JUST DISSAPPEAR TO THIN AIR?
I really want to.....
These few days , im dead tired .
I wanna die nows .
I feel like saying all sorts of vulgarities .
I couldnt help myself .
I couldnt control my feelings .
How come im countering this again .
I couldnt resist myself from crying .
Why am I returning to the past?
I really , really , had it enough .
For the past 2 years ,I felt happy .
For this is the wish I have been wanting .
Now , I guess its all ruined .
Just because of one single , stupid , reason .
Makes me wanna put down everything .
Makes me wanna end everything , right now .
Is this reality?
That everything peaceful , is gonna end?
That every nicest thing is gonna end?
I dont know why , why cant it stays there .
Why cant I be cheerful like past two years?
Why must I break down whenever I wanna hold back?
Cant I just be happy or something?
I AM FREAKING TIRED OF THIS LIFE IM HAVING .
WHY I CANT JUST DISSAPPEAR TO THIN AIR?
I really want to.....
Friday, February 19, 2010 Y
2/16/10
Hellos all .
Today did nothing ,
Except that I use laptop .
xD
Oh yah , as some of you guys know .
My laptop very jialat de .
Then today glue it back .
Hahas .
Funny right?
Okays , now nothing to say .
Oh yah .
Just now , I took some pictures .
Actually , only 3 . xD
But still .
Hahas .
Enjoy these 3 pictures .
=P
My piggy bank! Cute right? I know lahhs . xP (BHB)
My angpaos . 很少horhs? I know . T^T
My drink . (Green tea , as you can see . xD)
Very nice to drink too . Drank quite alot lerhs .
Though not in can . Is in 1.5 litres .
xD
Kays , thats all I have now .
Tomorrow maybe putting the pictures of my class decoration
And pictures of use .
xD
Buhbyes all~
Today did nothing ,
Except that I use laptop .
xD
Oh yah , as some of you guys know .
My laptop very jialat de .
Then today glue it back .
Hahas .
Funny right?
Okays , now nothing to say .
Oh yah .
Just now , I took some pictures .
Actually , only 3 . xD
But still .
Hahas .
Enjoy these 3 pictures .
=P
My piggy bank! Cute right? I know lahhs . xP (BHB)
My angpaos . 很少horhs? I know . T^T
My drink . (Green tea , as you can see . xD)
Very nice to drink too . Drank quite alot lerhs .
Though not in can . Is in 1.5 litres .
xD
Kays , thats all I have now .
Tomorrow maybe putting the pictures of my class decoration
And pictures of use .
xD
Buhbyes all~
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 Y
2/13/10
Hellos all .
Paiseh , yesterday never post a thing .
And so , yesterday was blahblahblah .
Crazy de lorhs .
Mr Krishnan give us angpaos
WITH MONEY!!!!
Omg!!
Some of them got 4 dollars , the rest got 2 .
Obviously , I got 2 (:
But still , first time that a teacher will give us angpoas with money lorhs .
Okay , next is curriculum lesson .
Sian , but fun .
At Ms Rai lesson , we only have 1 lesson then we can play~
Yay :D
After that , is concert .
Got Bands playing , Orchestra's Playing .
What's more is that we got a suprised video .
And we laugh will crazy lahh!!!!
Omg .
Very funny .
One malay teacher got it wrong and say .
"Nan Chiau.... SiaoSiao?!?!?!"
Omg!!
The whole school laugh like mad!!
It's like hahahas!!!!
Oh yah , forget to say that .
We got second for both Class Decoration and Hamper!!
Yay!!
3H rocks!!!
After school , peii Jiahui go Compass Point and buy her nail polish .
But dont have ):
Sadded .
Then she peii me go Tampinese go find Benz kor and one of his friend .
Then later on , Liting and Huimin join us .
Then we go Century Square find that 2 boys .
Hahas , but they are already at the entrance .
=X
I cant see properly cause I never wear spectacles .
But then they went pass me and stand behind me .
I turn around , then we talktalktalk~
After that did somethings (Which I dont wanna talk about it .)
Then Jiahui , Huimin , and me do some shoppings .
Quite fun .
Went to my name (As in Valerie) , Ms Emily and Alot other .
Jiahui need to go home lerhs , but I need to buy at least one item then can .
So Jiahui and I go Tampinese 1 .
We go shop here and there , then finally found a cardian that I want .
Yay :D
Plus , this is the first time I went shopping in girl's style with my friend .
I feel so happy about this .
I couldnt wait to have a girl's shopping again with her .
:D
Love her soo much right now!!!! x33
Hahas , and paiseh , I never take picture , except one .
=X
Sorry about that peoples .
And that's all I have to say .
Buhbyes all .
Have Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day to all!!!
:D
Paiseh , yesterday never post a thing .
And so , yesterday was blahblahblah .
Crazy de lorhs .
Mr Krishnan give us angpaos
WITH MONEY!!!!
Omg!!
Some of them got 4 dollars , the rest got 2 .
Obviously , I got 2 (:
But still , first time that a teacher will give us angpoas with money lorhs .
Okay , next is curriculum lesson .
Sian , but fun .
At Ms Rai lesson , we only have 1 lesson then we can play~
Yay :D
After that , is concert .
Got Bands playing , Orchestra's Playing .
What's more is that we got a suprised video .
And we laugh will crazy lahh!!!!
Omg .
Very funny .
One malay teacher got it wrong and say .
"Nan Chiau.... SiaoSiao?!?!?!"
Omg!!
The whole school laugh like mad!!
It's like hahahas!!!!
Oh yah , forget to say that .
We got second for both Class Decoration and Hamper!!
Yay!!
3H rocks!!!
After school , peii Jiahui go Compass Point and buy her nail polish .
But dont have ):
Sadded .
Then she peii me go Tampinese go find Benz kor and one of his friend .
Then later on , Liting and Huimin join us .
Then we go Century Square find that 2 boys .
Hahas , but they are already at the entrance .
=X
I cant see properly cause I never wear spectacles .
But then they went pass me and stand behind me .
I turn around , then we talktalktalk~
After that did somethings (Which I dont wanna talk about it .)
Then Jiahui , Huimin , and me do some shoppings .
Quite fun .
Went to my name (As in Valerie) , Ms Emily and Alot other .
Jiahui need to go home lerhs , but I need to buy at least one item then can .
So Jiahui and I go Tampinese 1 .
We go shop here and there , then finally found a cardian that I want .
Yay :D
Plus , this is the first time I went shopping in girl's style with my friend .
I feel so happy about this .
I couldnt wait to have a girl's shopping again with her .
:D
Love her soo much right now!!!! x33
Hahas , and paiseh , I never take picture , except one .
=X
Sorry about that peoples .
And that's all I have to say .
Buhbyes all .
Have Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day to all!!!
:D
Saturday, February 13, 2010 Y
2/11/10
Good nights all . (It's night time , so yeah .)
Today kindda bored .
And Mr Krishnan gave us quite a number homework .
Vocab , Compre , so on and so for .
Blahblahsblahs .
Then , at our physical education time , we like doing Aces Day de stuffs .
Aces Day like so far , now do .
PLUS , we got filmed by the P.E. teachers .
OMG .
~R.I.P~
Lol , okayokay , don't want to say until like really dying .
At the last two lessons we have DAF .
Means , Design and Technology , Art + Food and Nuitrition .
Our class dont have Food and Nuitrition .
So only Design and Technology + Art .
Im in Art (And im so proud of it . Kidding (: )
And that Ms Kong , crazy lehhs , told us to bring Orchid twice already .
Forgoodnessake .
The flower si(4) liaos .
Then we learned about shading and toning .
Then finally , i draw finish , but haven tone finish .
Die liao lahhs .
Cant do anymore .
Next week doing different thing lerhs .
Teacher say is manipulate that flower into different thing .
Wonder what would it be .
Hahas .
Oh yah , tomorrow so excited .
xD
Going to watch movie with Benz kor , and his friends , and mine too .
Hahas , gonna take pictures .
Be aniticipating to the pictures that im gonna put .
(:
Buhbyes .
Today kindda bored .
And Mr Krishnan gave us quite a number homework .
Vocab , Compre , so on and so for .
Blahblahsblahs .
Then , at our physical education time , we like doing Aces Day de stuffs .
Aces Day like so far , now do .
PLUS , we got filmed by the P.E. teachers .
OMG .
~R.I.P~
Lol , okayokay , don't want to say until like really dying .
At the last two lessons we have DAF .
Means , Design and Technology , Art + Food and Nuitrition .
Our class dont have Food and Nuitrition .
So only Design and Technology + Art .
Im in Art (And im so proud of it . Kidding (: )
And that Ms Kong , crazy lehhs , told us to bring Orchid twice already .
Forgoodnessake .
The flower si(4) liaos .
Then we learned about shading and toning .
Then finally , i draw finish , but haven tone finish .
Die liao lahhs .
Cant do anymore .
Next week doing different thing lerhs .
Teacher say is manipulate that flower into different thing .
Wonder what would it be .
Hahas .
Oh yah , tomorrow so excited .
xD
Going to watch movie with Benz kor , and his friends , and mine too .
Hahas , gonna take pictures .
Be aniticipating to the pictures that im gonna put .
(:
Buhbyes .
Thursday, February 11, 2010 Y
2/7/10
Hellos all .
Today I've change a new specs .
(:
It's black and white .
Both are my favourite colours .
So lucky (:
And , wear liaos , finding it abit poppy .
Dunno what I mean that nevermind .
Then , blahblahblahs .
It went on and on .
Kayys , me nothing to post liaos .
So buhbyes .
(:
Today I've change a new specs .
(:
It's black and white .
Both are my favourite colours .
So lucky (:
And , wear liaos , finding it abit poppy .
Dunno what I mean that nevermind .
Then , blahblahblahs .
It went on and on .
Kayys , me nothing to post liaos .
So buhbyes .
(:
Sunday, February 07, 2010 Y
2/5/10
Hellos all .
Paiseh, seldom blog now .
And , got alot of things going on .
(:
Dont know what to say or do .
Cant even think properly .
I feel so far from my friends .
No matter what i do , I feel so extra .
Why am I in this class?
How come I feel so extra in this class?
This is so complicateHellos all .
Paiseh d .
Trying to get rid of this useless and so much harms .
I must jiayous , instead of saying useless points .
Im crazy (:
Kayys , got to go nows .
Buhbyes~
Oh yah , by the way .
I will be doing Orthodontic Operation in this or next year .
Hope i can pass this round .
God .
Please take very good care of me when im in the operation room .
And friends , please pray for me too (:
Buhbyes~
Paiseh, seldom blog now .
And , got alot of things going on .
(:
Dont know what to say or do .
Cant even think properly .
I feel so far from my friends .
No matter what i do , I feel so extra .
Why am I in this class?
How come I feel so extra in this class?
This is so complicateHellos all .
Paiseh d .
Trying to get rid of this useless and so much harms .
I must jiayous , instead of saying useless points .
Im crazy (:
Kayys , got to go nows .
Buhbyes~
Oh yah , by the way .
I will be doing Orthodontic Operation in this or next year .
Hope i can pass this round .
God .
Please take very good care of me when im in the operation room .
And friends , please pray for me too (:
Buhbyes~
Friday, February 05, 2010 Y
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