2/19/10
Heyy guyss .
These few days , im dead tired .
I wanna die nows .
I feel like saying all sorts of vulgarities .
I couldnt help myself .
I couldnt control my feelings .
How come im countering this again .
I couldnt resist myself from crying .
Why am I returning to the past?
I really , really , had it enough .
For the past 2 years ,I felt happy .
For this is the wish I have been wanting .
Now , I guess its all ruined .
Just because of one single , stupid , reason .
Makes me wanna put down everything .
Makes me wanna end everything , right now .
Is this reality?
That everything peaceful , is gonna end?
That every nicest thing is gonna end?
I dont know why , why cant it stays there .
Why cant I be cheerful like past two years?
Why must I break down whenever I wanna hold back?
Cant I just be happy or something?
I AM FREAKING TIRED OF THIS LIFE IM HAVING .
WHY I CANT JUST DISSAPPEAR TO THIN AIR?
I really want to.....
These few days , im dead tired .
I wanna die nows .
I feel like saying all sorts of vulgarities .
I couldnt help myself .
I couldnt control my feelings .
How come im countering this again .
I couldnt resist myself from crying .
Why am I returning to the past?
I really , really , had it enough .
For the past 2 years ,I felt happy .
For this is the wish I have been wanting .
Now , I guess its all ruined .
Just because of one single , stupid , reason .
Makes me wanna put down everything .
Makes me wanna end everything , right now .
Is this reality?
That everything peaceful , is gonna end?
That every nicest thing is gonna end?
I dont know why , why cant it stays there .
Why cant I be cheerful like past two years?
Why must I break down whenever I wanna hold back?
Cant I just be happy or something?
I AM FREAKING TIRED OF THIS LIFE IM HAVING .
WHY I CANT JUST DISSAPPEAR TO THIN AIR?
I really want to.....
Friday, February 19, 2010 Y
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